Strange Paradox of Selfless Love
In the depths of despair, I yearn for an end. The weight of your indifference tears at my fragile existence. But a sudden twist in the narrative reveals a paradox.
Once and for all, kill me with one blow. Give me to drink the sweetest poison of your disdain. Make me bleed until I apologize for being born. Make me want to die right now. I can’t ask you for love because it would be selfish to want you just for me.
In the depths of despair, I find myself longing for an end. The weight of your indifference presses upon my soul, each passing moment tearing at the seams of my fragile existence. I yearn for the release of oblivion, a respite from the agony that courses through my veins.
But as I stand on the precipice of surrender, a realization dawns upon me — a sudden twist in the narrative. In my darkest hour, I understand the paradox that lies before me.
To ask for your love would be to chain your spirit, confine your heart to the limits of my desire. It would be a selfish act, fueled by my own desperation and need for solace. Love should never be a prison, nor should it be tainted by guilt or obligation.
Instead, I choose to embrace a different path — a selfless love that defies the boundaries of possession and control. It is a love that transcends my own desires, a love that seeks your happiness above all else. I release you from the burden of my expectations, for it is in your freedom that true love can thrive.
I surrender my own pain to the currents of time, allowing it to flow away like a forgotten whisper. I no longer crave your disdain, nor do I seek validation through your disdain. My worth is not defined by your acceptance or rejection.
In this moment of revelation, I find the strength to rise above my own anguish. I refuse to be consumed by the darkness that threatens to engulf me. Instead, I choose to embrace the light within me, to radiate love and compassion to the world around me.
For it is in the act of selflessness that true liberation is found. By releasing my own desires and expectations, I am free to love unconditionally, without the chains of possessiveness or selfishness.
So, my dear, let me love you without seeking reciprocation. Let me hold you in the purest light of admiration, celebrating your individuality and allowing you to flourish. I will support you in your pursuit of happiness, even if it means finding it in the arms of another.
For the greatest act of love is not to possess, but to set free. And in that unexpected ending, I discover the beauty of selfless love — a love that transcends the boundaries of my own existence, enriching the lives of all who encounter its grace.
So, I release my own desires, my own longing, and I embrace the essence of true love — a love that gives without expecting anything in return, a love that finds solace in the act of selflessness.
In this newfound understanding, I find peace within myself. The journey of love continues, not as a possession but as a profound connection that extends beyond the confines of my own heart.
And in this unexpected ending, I discover the beauty of a love that transcends the self — a love that elevates and inspires, allowing us to soar beyond the limitations of our own existence.
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