Some of my colors
Some things more about me, explained in a poetical way.
I wish I had some magnificent stories of never-ending glory to whisper in your ear.
But I am still trying to find some meaning to my own life among these words.
Never wanted to be an example of anything, as I believe idols belong in churches.
Don't know why I keep sharing myself with the world, as I consider myself a private person.
Here I am, using this virtual ink to try to show the world what I am.
A weirdo among the weirdos. Never going to win a beauty contest. And knowing such a thing doesn't break my soul.
But, despite the world telling me otherwise, I do believe that beauty goes beyond what you can see.
True beauty is a combination of a lot of factors, that make you shine.
I know it sounds kinda unbelievable, coming from somebody who spends a lot of time online.
But I am here only to share some of my writings with the world, not to try to rise my own ego. And If I make some friends along the way, then I will see that as a win.
What can I say? I have been numb for a long time and found my way back to life thanks to my own creativity.
Some people have pitied me along the way, for not having been born into a wealthy family, but I couldn't care less about it.
Through the years I have learned to become my biggest fan, and honestly, it have been not easy for me, as I have found along the way a thousand persons trying to make me loathe every inch of my mortal body.
I still cannot understand why they put so much effort into loathing me, instead of making their lives something more enjoyable for them.
Yet, I thank them, because they taught me indirectly how to have a thicker skin and how to open up my eyes even wider. Yes, I have been through my good dose of heartbreak, just like everybody else, but that pain has taught me how strong I am.
Everything in this life happens for a reason, even if we try to not see it. We only need to acquire a good dose of wisdom in order to see it. By the way, do I consider myself wise? Absolutely not.
In my life, I have done a few things no one could feel proud about, but I also have reached a lot of goals that make me feel not so bad about myself. So I think the balance is somewhat equilibrated in a weird way.
If your idea of a perfect girl is a silly doll, with only a little brain, then I am not the right person for you. But if you always wanted to meet someone interesting in seeing beyond appearances, a good partner to enjoy with you the little joys of life, no doubt about it, I could be good for you and your soul.
