I Should Have Made
I know I should have made a ton of things on a different way
I should have been born taller and skinner in order to please you, because I know you are ashamed to tell the world you love someone like me.
But what you see is real. I am not some kind of plastic doll wrapped on a package of lies.
In another life, you would never look down on me the way you do, As I am a smart person with a heart capable of loving.
I could give you my bare skin and heart, yet, I know that would never be enough for you.
You dream of grandiose places and giant castles, someone like me could never be allowed.
I should have done a lot of things on a different way, but there is no turning back. I am all this mess you see, a colorful kind of disaster waiting to happen. So, say about me anything you want, but please, never doubt of the honesty of my feelings. My heart is always open to you.
