From Pain to Rebirth: All About my Life

Patricia Pixie❤
6 min readJul 5, 2023

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These 3 poems that are a sample of my passage through this path that we call life. Despite being a work of fiction, these poems are an important part of my heart.

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Embracing my Fragments

Amidst the crumbling cityscape, I traverse the desolate streets, torn apart but unafraid. Through abandonment and the icy grip of solitude, I have emerged resilient, for tears have never dampened my spirit. I am an amalgamation of raw emotions, my bleeding skin a testament to my resilience, and yet, I have never felt more alive.

With every step I take, the city crumbles further, its decay mirroring the fragments of my own being. Yet, a smile graces my lips, a defiance in the face of destruction. I carry no longing for companionship, for I have discovered that the love I need resides within myself.

Even the darkest tragedies, in my hands, transform into beautiful verses, flowing with the rhythm of the wind. I embrace them willingly, weaving their narratives into a tapestry of resilience. I tear myself apart, exposing the depths of my vulnerability, unafraid to let the wounds bleed.

In this act of self-dissection, I peel back the layers that mask my true essence, baring my soul to the world. It is in this vulnerability that I find strength, for it is through the cracks that the light seeps in. I embrace the darkness within, cherishing the scars as reminders of my journey.

The world may crumble around me, but I stand firm, knowing that I am forged in the fires of adversity. I have grown accustomed to the taste of bitterness and strife, turning them into fuel for my creative fire. Every shattered piece of my existence becomes a brushstroke on the canvas of my life, painting a vivid portrait of resilience.

As the blood flows, unencumbered by fear, I am reminded of my own mortality. It is in this surrender to vulnerability that I reclaim my power, defying the limitations imposed upon me. I am not defined by my brokenness; rather, I am emboldened by it.

With each tear, each fragment of myself exposed, I transcend the boundaries of pain and embrace the beauty that lies within. The world becomes my canvas, and I, the artist, create poetry out of the remnants. I dance with tragedy, celebrating its role in shaping my existence.

In this self-inflicted dissection, I discover the boundless strength that resides within. I am no longer shackled by the fear of vulnerability but liberated by the knowledge that my true power lies in embracing every aspect of my being. I am whole in my brokenness, complete in my scars.

So, as I walk through the crumbling city, tearing myself to pieces, I am reborn with every wound that bleeds. I am an embodiment of resilience, an anthem of self-love and acceptance. The fragments of my existence, no longer scattered, form a mosaic of beauty and strength. I am alive, unapologetically, fearlessly, and forever free.

Beyond the Embrace of Death

I have traversed the realms beyond this place, absent for an eternity it seems.
In the sweet embrace of death, I found solace, spared from a life of endless torment.
From the ashes of yesteryears, I rise, resplendent, majestic, and free,
My wounds, once gaping and raw, now become emblems of strength and resilience.

My wings, like phoenix feathers, spread wide with renewed vigor,
Glistening with the iridescence of triumph and survival.
I am gone, a fleeting presence in the minds of those who knew me,
Yet, in the realm of words, I defy mortality’s grasp.

No requiem echoes for my departure, no tears shed for my passing,
But it matters not, for my essence transcends the confines of mortality.
In the hearts of all who read my words, I etch an indelible mark,
A legacy that will endure through the ages, untethered by the hands of time.

For I am not bound by the limitations of the physical,
Nor confined to the fleeting breaths of mortal existence.
My spirit soars, entwined with the very fabric of the universe,
Imbued with the immortality bestowed upon the written word.

Through the verses that flow from my pen, I etch my name in eternity,
In every syllable and stanza, I breathe life into the hearts of those who bear witness.
Though absent in the flesh, my essence dances within the sacred spaces of imagination,
An ethereal presence that transcends the boundaries of the tangible world.

Gone, but never truly departed, I linger in the whispers of forgotten tales,
In the silent contemplation of starlit nights and the rustling of autumn leaves.
I am a guardian of memories, a harbinger of emotions that traverse time,
Forever entwined in the collective consciousness of humanity.

So, let death’s embrace be but a fleeting interlude,
For I have transcended its grasp, soaring on the wings of eternity.
My words, my essence, forever woven into the tapestry of existence,
A testament to the immortality that resides within the realm of art.

In the hearts of those who read my words, I live on,
A phoenix reborn, a whisper carried on the winds of inspiration.
Gone, yet forever present, I exist in the hallowed spaces of literature,
An eternal flame that illuminates the path for those who seek solace in the written word.

Wings Unfurled: A Journey of Rebirth

In the depths of eternity, I dwelled beneath death’s somber shroud,
But now, reborn, I soar on wings of resplendent strength, unbound.
No longer do my bones ache with the weight of sorrow’s toll,
For healing has embraced my heart, releasing the pain’s cruel hold.

With newfound freedom, I take flight, leaving behind the clutches of hate,
As I ascend, a majestic waterfall caresses my essence, ablution pure and great.
A radiant smile graces my visage, illuminating the beauty within,
And cascading light bathes my weary countenance, revitalizing the worn skin.

Surrounded by a vibrant tapestry of blossoms, I rest upon this ancient mound,
Where flowers bloom, a testament to the life that once had found.
Once more, the embers of vitality ignite within my very core,
And in this wondrous rebirth, I embrace the gift of being alive once more.

No longer confined by the chains of past regrets or sorrow’s vice,
I dance amidst the symphony of existence, my spirit free, my soul enticed.
Through boundless skies, I soar, a beacon of hope and fervent grace,
Elevated by the sublime ecstasy of newfound life’s embrace.

I am the phoenix, rising from the ashes, a testament to resilience and might,
With each wingbeat, I defy the limitations of mortal plight.
From the depths of desolation, I emerge, reborn and unshackled,
Embracing the world’s wonders, no longer imprisoned or battle-tackled.

In the realm of possibilities, I paint my existence with vibrant hues,
Embracing joy’s tender caress, unburdened by life’s woes and blues.
With each breath, I inhale the elixir of life’s sweet nectar,
Exhaling the remnants of despair, transcending each scar’s specter.

Gone are the days of darkness and melancholy’s remorseful sway,
For I have tasted the essence of liberation, and darkness holds no sway.
With newfound purpose, I traverse the expanse of existence’s grand stage,
Where beauty’s whispers and splendor’s serenade enrapture and engage.

Amidst nature’s symphony, I find solace, a sanctuary of serenity,
Where sunlight dapples through the canopy, illuminating paths of clarity.
The gentle embrace of a breeze carries my spirit, weightless and free,
And in the embrace of life’s harmonies, I rediscover the essence of me.

So let the flowers bloom, a testament to the resilience of the human soul,
As I, reborn and revitalized, embark on a journey, my destiny to unfold.
For in this expanse of time and space, where mortality intertwines,
I embrace the gift of life, seizing each moment with passion’s designs.

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Patricia Pixie❤

Billingual writer/music lover/tarot reader/Interested in the mysteries of the human mind misspatypixie@outlook.com