10:30 pm 29/06/2022
I am just using this virtual piece of paper to tell you how much you mean to me. I know maybe this was not meant to have a fairy tale ending, and maybe I am being absurd by writing this, but I want you to know that you mean a lot to me. Why? I really don't know. My heart really wishes I had an answer to scream in front of everybody. Why am I writing this to somebody who is possibly sleeping next to a person who is important to their heart? No idea. Maybe I am just wasting my keyboard with something as absurd as life itself. But I needed it to say it, to let somebody who might not read this, that I wish them all the best. I could never hate you. In fact, for a distance, I wish you all the best. More than angry, I was (am?) scared of being deeply hurt (again), as you and your attitudes started to remind me of a movie that pierced my soul not so long ago. Let's take it one step at a time, as I think it's absurd to open a wound again before it closed.
With love, Spoiled Brat
